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Elaine & Suzana ♥ Edward Cullen - 107 year old vampire.
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Suzana
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Volleyball. Dance
Elias Park, DHS, TJC 27/07
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KHS, DHS, MJC A201! TJ27/07
Elaine's Widget
Hello, goodbye ♥
3:08 AM
hello world,
the last i wrote was ages. it takes too long to write out my rants so here i am. feel so down today. maybe it's an accumulation of emotions. my tension headache is a week old, it won't go away. i dno what to do about literature. how to do well for a's when i failed all my lit essays. and, i haven't started my revision becuase i devote most of my energy, time and effort to music. harmony, free compo, compo techniques, practical. not history and world music, i admit. but i really try my best for the other components and you know what my results don't reflect my huge effort, relative to other subjects. jst found out today that i have to redo my harmony stuff which i thought was fine. i held back my tears for so long during lesson jst now, i couldn't concentrate at all.i thk i put on a rly gd front though. alevels are only 5 weeks away but i'm so tired of all these. rushing to meet datelines, going to school, blah. the education system here is insane. can't wait to get out of this rut, the suffocating exams. all i have to convince myself that i have to study hard now to enjoy post 26 nov. i must. on a side note, i rly miss my sec 4 life, i wna have soccer interclass again, take 5, vball trainings, miss fang, my class. :( and i rly thk too much, sigh. farewell, am off to do my compo technique.
