
Sometimes I have no idea what SHE is thinking..
Like I dno if she's truly likeable or just trying to be by confiding her stuff..
I dno, its just wierd to me that someone would do what she did
I mean yes she's fun to be with and stuff but just... too friendly.
And she gets friendly with THEM. And possibly some others but not the rest like ME. HAHA.
I'm probably too unimportant, ohwell. Not exactly fond of her anyway.
And then there are times whr I feel damn damn out of place like I just dont belong.
Its funny how others can find their friends so easily when I'm like running from one grp to another trying to keep up and not really finding myself.
I get jealous when they get too close and stuff cos I admit I have like zero people skills.
I just cant get along w people whom I'm not familiar w, thus I can never get like really close to others.
Oh well, I wonder how susu became like such good friends w me. Thankfully thr's still her :D :D Love you susu! And get well soon! We have POC to watch :D
And maybe I should really just stop thinking so much, if others want t share their stuff I shld just like turn a blind eye and enjoy crapping w the others. Just like you know, enjoy my life the way it is and not think about other's.
Afterall you only live once, might as well live it to the fullest right? Who gives a damn over the life other's are leading and live yrs the way you want it too. Right. I shld work towards that. GO ELAINE :